Learn to love?

The theme of my having frighteningly vivid dreams continued the other night when I faced off, video-game style (as always) with this wizard-like villan after battling my way through all sorts of mindless robots in this arctic setting with these aurora borealis lights overhead.  It wasn’t easy to beat him–I had to make him drink this potion–but I finally won.  And for my victory, he granted me the wish of finding my true love.

This, for some reason, required that he turn back time.  Suddenly, everything starting going backwards.  People started walking backwards, plants turned to saplings, like some sort of time-lapse video in science class–even Sugar disappeared and was replaced by her mother as a kitten.  It had something to do with my needing to change who I was in the past to find love now, or needing to have the advantage of the knowledge I have now back then to find it.  But I couldn’t stop it, and ended up being stuck in the past.

I was so distressed when I woke up, I just wanted to hug someone for comfort.  But no one was there.

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